Matt- He says that he was smothered, but I never saw any signs. When id go to leave, he’d ask me to stay. I am scared that he hasn’t chosen me still, even after everything we’ve been through and he says that he was unintentionally leading me on, but that know he knows that he “wants to be with me and no one else”.

Chris- I still have that little voice, but only if we disagree on something.. I don’t know if it means I should go because I’m upset at the moment or stay. When I brought it to his attention; he said that we are doing great, working on things, growing, and that he loves me.

I’ve decided to go talk to a therapist because I feel like something is wrong with me.

I appreciate both of you responding in my time of need 🙂