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January 24, 2016 at 6:15 pm #93544yogagirlParticipant
Anita,
I can see how one can go one way or the other. Some of the Greatest artists and musicians and other creative geniuses out there create their best work when they are in their deepest depressions – I guess it depends on the individual?
For me, my worst moments have given me enlightenment as it has been in the moments of craving death that I was conflicted with craving life.
It is funny you should mention acting classes, I am looking into this. I use to do drama at school and WOW the empowerment I felt – I can feel that rush right now!! I am quite a shy timid girl but acting allows you to be ANYBODY,ANYTHING. Life gets hold of you and we do not always surround ourselves in the things we love.
I have been experimenting with meditation classes, joining webpages such as “Tiny Buddha”. I paint a lot to allow my creative side out (as I mentioned before, I am not very good but I enjoy). I surround myself with nature but I am open to anything else you suggest.
As for my career path I hope it will be shown to me soon.
Bevan
January 24, 2016 at 3:43 pm #93519yogagirlParticipantAnita,
I agree, I have been practising “The Secret” so I know there is good things coming. You are helping me by just being involved in these conversations. I get very passionate and inspired by such topics and discussions.
In relation to my previous, I am using the term Karma as in our being of current and future situations. My inner demons are what I like to refer to as depression, anxiety and other negative mental health illnesses that consume you.
My “Inner Demons” no longer consume me, I consume them. I have learned to control my thoughts to an extent. By no means am I free of this horrible “disease” but I have the control..
Another thought for you: Do you believe that in your deepest despair you create and manifest marvellous things?????
January 24, 2016 at 1:11 pm #93506yogagirlParticipantAnita,
I completely agree with everything you have said above. No one comes out of their childhood unhindered and although my childhood was good but far from perfect, I still grew up with inner demons trying to tear me apart. So my question – what is it that really disturbs our karma, prevents us from our happiness and eats into our dreams – Is it our surroundings of childhood? Maybe it’s an inevitable path for us, perhaps it is todays world.
My inner battles have led me to this precious moment, They have led me to spirituality an open mind and a hunger for creativity. I am wrapped up in passion but I still feel lost, I am searching and searching and searching……………..
One things for sure, all I seem to hear and see is broken people – Now I have given myself a thought of why, what , where????????
And so yes I think you are right, We are all in need of saving.January 24, 2016 at 10:48 am #93489yogagirlParticipantHello Anita,
You have hit the nail right on the head, you have described what I feel inside better than I have written in my post. I guess everyone’s current state is significant in its own right, significant to them.
I hope you are well.
BevanJanuary 23, 2016 at 8:38 pm #93465yogagirlParticipantHi Cyd,
I can relate to this post well I seem to attract people with “broken wings”. It could be you attract these people in maybe a sense you hope you are the “one” that can fix them?
If you have a lot of love and emotion and a good energy these people will be drawn to you. Perhaps you need to find a way to fish out early on, who is good for you and who isn’t.
I am a physical empath who has way too much emotion and love and I seem to get a lot of negative people latching on to me – it is draining.I hope you find someone who can be on you frequency!!
Bevan
January 23, 2016 at 7:55 pm #93462yogagirlParticipantAnita,
After signing up to this inspiring creative website the other night, I have been browsing over different posts. I can relate to those suffering from anxiety and depression and even those who are having relationship issues. I look at my current self and how I have dealt and continue to deal with this negative aspect of my life however I have managed to accept my mind and deal with such issues in my own ways. Now I seek clarity in other areas of my life – i.e; finding something to captivate my soul, inspire me, that “something” that I cannot seem to find. My point here is I feel as though my current state of being lost and in constant search seems to be some what of insignificant to others on this website who are in need of saving.
Perhaps your time is better spent with those in despair, I am just a lonely lost girl but I see beauty in life – I have seen so far a lot of people needing to be reminded that life is beautiful. (Although at times it is very hard to see)
I thank you for your time.
BevanJanuary 23, 2016 at 7:27 pm #93456yogagirlParticipantHello Anita,
I have a lot of love around me from my family, somehow I do not think it is love that I seek yet I am always wanting to shower others in love those less fortunate of being loved.
As In relation to my other thread, I am drowning in loneliness through choice, perhaps there is something comforting in your own never ending silence. I am just at a strange point in m my life I don’t think I know what I want or what I am doing….. I have something inside me that is constantly looking for something but I just do not know what.
Thankyou for a response.
my best wishes
BevanJanuary 23, 2016 at 5:53 pm #93444yogagirlParticipantI hope that you can learn to LOVE and ACCEPT yourself, you are beautiful.
I wish you all the best.
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