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Hello Vaishh,
Hope you’re doing fine. Your story really moved me. I advise you to follow Anitas’ advices, sincerely.
My eyes became wet as I read your story.
But let me tell something, you’re brave than you think you are.

I’m just surprised I am the one telling you that. Since I graduated from high school, I became purposeless, didn’t want to face any challenges again especially financial. So I didn’t want to continue to College. I think this was due to the fact that I went through financial struggle since I was 12 (both my parents’ businesses collapsed).
I can recall catering for myself, even for my dad, dealing with rent debt, listening to the bailiff threats. At 12, I had to take care of myself, finding a job, and that situation continued till I finished HS.
4 years has passed since I graduated from HS. The only thing I did with those years was whining and lamenting. I didn’t pick up a job because I had bad experiences with bosses. I lived the past 4 years daydreaming that my life could have been easier if only my parents financial status didn’t changed back then.
I lended on this website looking for tips on how to get rid of the past. Coz I think I’ve lost too much time. I want to face the world, resume my education from where I left it.
Then I saw your post! I started to envy you because you’ve got some envying hellish gut. I stopped living, started being effortless in everything I tried to accomplish for 4 years because of the past. But, you. You were able to move on with other aspect of your life: changed city, move to college, even accepted a new relationship despite the fact.
If you’re able to reach this state in your life, you can overcome this trauma you’re feeling, this insecurity, you just need the right person. Someone that will not only understand you but also will not do anything to make you feel unworthy. Someone who places your comfort and well-being over his own.

Don’t let the past hold you down. The past only shows up to steal our present moment from us, thus making us miss the present moment.

#Brave_Woman