The hardest part is letting go. I know the losing my mom i may never fully recuperate from that but I will always be her daughter and I find a sense of peace within that. The job I have that covered Ive been working a job im content with (pays the bills) But this relationship has just put me into a tail spin. I still have to get my stuff from his house (we use to live together) Its not been an easy relationship from the beginning but i feel a crazy love for him that I have Never felt for anyone else. He sent me an email that said he loved me enough to walk away that I deserved better. WHAT does that mean?!?! I feel like i am circling the drain and question everything. Is this Karma, and for what?