Hi Chris,

Good that you “vented out” your thoughts.  So, good thing the day is over and a new day awaits. Let your mind rest and think of the infinite possibilities that await you. In short, i would say , dont get fooled by emotions, you drive them….dont let others, people or your mind dictate anuthing to you, You might say you dont understand, ofcourse i might not…but everybody has some pain , i am learning to live this moment in the truest experience of being this wonderful creation..i am an amateur so i would request you to join me…i.e. live and experience life as i want to not as i circumstances dictate. Remember, we are just as irrevalant in this cosmos as an ant…so keep doing your best confidently.