Hello Helcat,

Thanks for replying. It’s complicated and I am in constant battle between asking myself to stay positive and letting myself grief and cry. Now I think on top of those disappointment and feeling of rejection, I am also trying to grief about the lost of the relationship that I am used to, the one that I wished for in this particular relationship. I think i might to adjust to a new mode of relationship, if we were to get back together.

Thanks for your wishes and love, I can feel this all around in tiny buddha community 🙂