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    VAfter reading people childhood experiences I realise it is not just me that has done something they regret and wish they could erase from there memory. When I was around 10-12, I asked someone younger than me if he wanted to touch my penis when they did so I asked them if they enjoyed it and they just nodded.. after that I stopped and can’t remember anything else inĀ  particular from thatĀ  period let alone day I know what I have done is wrong from an adult perspective and I am not making excuses because I don’t feel like I should, I didn’t even know about sex or masturbation at that age. I don’t know why all of a sudden this has started entering my mind again but it is stopping me being happy and all I can think is ” why did I do it, this is going to be on my mind forever” some days I don’t have a thought about it but when I do I get a panic feeling and just want to lay in bed and not exist. I don’t know what to do, I can’t talk to any family or friend as I’m terrified they’ll see me as a monster

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