Hi, it’s me again.. last night while I was in bed thinking about your situation I remembered a friend who had clinical depression like, used an advice site to help her and she did get better, believe it or not. I think it was betterhelp..? hold on let me search for the link somewhere..

https://www.betterhelp.com/advice/

Hi Rogue- I used to be the same way. My scenario was that my then boyfriend did not really want to rush things. As for me, I secretly wanted to get married before the age of thirty. I was 29, we were dating for three years and I felt it was finally time to tie the knot. He did not think so. As a last resort, I bought this book about how to get him to want to marry you. Basically what it involved was not answering all his phone calls, playing a little bit hard to get and also saying no if he asks you out the same day. Like, if it was Monday morning and at lunch he asked you out to dinner. Apparently, ‘having other plans’ will cause him to yearn for you better. Well, it worked and here I am today, married to him 🙂 P.S. very cool username..