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April 28, 2017 at 9:16 am #147131
DhragoshParticipantI tried asking her to meet me but doesn’t want to and keeps asking me to leave her alone…
She also tells everyone that I cheated on her and ofc everyone is supporting her and telling her she can do better than a cheater and she will find someone eventually, etc etc, but because I never cheated it makes me feel really bad that I can’t get the chance to tell her and prove to her that I am dedicated to her only.
April 28, 2017 at 9:07 am #147127DhragoshParticipantWe posted at the same time but I think my reply above answers your questions. Well I have learned that it is not the fact that she is not the hottest person I know, or the most educated, what matters, but her loving personality. She would have done anything for me and I see now how I took her for granted. Even thought I treated her not too nice at times ( I was a bit bipolar to her, eg. I would get angry for no reason, but then cool down and apologise and tried to make her happy again), I love her a lot and losing her is something I never thought it would happen. It is true that maybe I am just scared, but a month in and I still dream her every single night and can’t sleep.
April 28, 2017 at 9:00 am #147123DhragoshParticipantYes I’ve been selfish and now I see that. I love her a lot and I want to be with her. I’ve learned that it was me making myself unhappy, not her. I was the one looking for faults instead of focusing on everything that was good.
Even bought her a ring after breakup but was too late and gave it back to me…
April 28, 2017 at 8:38 am #147115DhragoshParticipantAnd yes now she is trying to adopt a “cool, fun, wild” approach to her life but that is, in my opinion, just a cover, to hide her hurt. She grew up from a teenage to a young adult with me and I know she is a very shy, nice person that always dreamed of being cool and attract boys left and right like the other girls she knows.
April 28, 2017 at 8:33 am #147113DhragoshParticipant1. I felt like she was not as smart and attractive as I would have liked my future wife to be.
2. I guess we depolarised and with each day I was seeing her less and less attractive and less interested to listen/show love. It was stupid and I should have seen the good and not take her for granted…
3. Once I said “I miss you already” when I left my home country and came back to UK where I live, which is why my recent ex thought I met and cheated with. Also on her birthday she asked me if I bought her anything as a joke and I said “yes ofc” and showed her a photo of a receipt that I had hanging around from Swarovski, again my gf thought I actually bought her a gift.
For me it was harmless fun considering she lives in a different country, hence why I never deleted the messages on my phone…
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