I am feeling exactly how you feel clementine. I’m an eighteen year old who feels so confused about life. Its like when i enter in college, I have expectations placed upon me to become a doctor like my dad and if i fail him, his money will go to waste. And yet, I don’t want to spend the next four years miserable or so into academics i won’t be able to interact with others. AT the same time, I’m worried i’ll be influenced easily into a life full of alchohol and partying because the school i’m going to has that reputation.AS well, i’m just so discouraged because when I tried to network with the people from my school or college, they just push me away, which discourages me even more. It’s already too late to sign up for community college so i feel stuck in a pithole..

i feel like i’m also sick of feeling a certain way. I’m an eighteen year old who feels like she is discouraged about everything. Graduation is coming up and I just don’t feel excited about it. All my life, I have felt insecure about everything, my physical being and my personality. People would tell me I’m awkward or weird and I have a hard time just making friends in general. I have always been told that I needed to lose weight by my own family and how fat I am and just about my flaws such as how I am selfish or think about myself too much. I’m trying to be positive but i just feel like something is always going to pull me down into a depressed state. I am also going into a college where I don’t feel like I belong because everyone has already made friends or formed their “cliques”. I just feel so discouraged about everything and I need help???