Dear Anita

I can just talk about him here with you and others here. I can not talk about it at all I don’t know what other people feel and think about me when they know I was with married man with family do you think they will blame me ?

Dear Anita I was reading all our conversations I am alone at home and I was reading them and feel so good so I will sell expensive gifts as you said trow letters and pictures

And what about cloths shall I trow them aways as well

Dear Anita thank you please you take care of your self I hope you be fine fine and safe Evey where you are .handy Eli it was the name he called me like nurse home maid waiter for example my friend her baby was in hospital and for 3 nights I Saturday with her baby and all this time he said people just use you Evey time they want ….one other time my friend his and ask me for finish his isi article for one journal and I help him  the he told me yah yah handy Eli available Evey where for Evey thing and he always asked me what they give to you what do you achieve who give you medal and be appreciate for this .the other time my mother get I’ll I was in hospital with her for more thank one week and again he blamed me

Dear mark

He always told me I just cheated on my wife because i don’t love her but if I be with one lady I love her I never cheat on her because so am in love and full (emotional and sextual/)

One time we had big fight and he told me bi..h do you think I leave my kids because of you I leave them for you f….k off.

So now when I look at this relationship I really see how much  it was mistake he uses me to save her marriege and play with me give me fake hope and I make stupid dreams for my self like maybe we have our love nest maybe our kid travelling all world our retirement but it was all fake hope and dreams.

It was not truth.

Some truth is so bitter and painful.

Thank you dear mark and dear anita

Dear Anita thank you so much I will do it and I will remember this always and forever you are right so I will not more sad because she said no second meeting so now I feel better i do right thing thanks dear Anita I am waiting for you again here

Dear Anita thank you for update me an so hope you be fine and safe

Dear Anita in my first date with this man after that he start talking and jocking with sex and relation and he was so interested to have sex even after first meeting I said no it’s early I am not ready in very polite way then he message he is not interested more  and can you please tell me after how many time we must have sex first date second date I really don’t know how manage it

You are right dear Anita I took one Xanax for take rest and sleep and I really need to be relax Anita please. Reply to me again I am waiting for you thank you so much .good luck

Dear Anita

She does not like the first kid from his first marriege and always said he must go to his mother and other thing is that she always said to him why you traveled alone going here and there.

And lesson maybe he means Yani she understand he can leave where divorced her easily and about last chance he said Yani of other time she make problem and fighting he will divorced her for sure