Dear Anita

I asked him he said I can not leave her alone with out any money I can not forgive my self I do this so of course I will give her enough money and flat in her name car and I will support my kids and well and if she accept this I can see my kids every time I want as well and will come and live with you in our flat .

In other hand is she don’t want to stay and ask for divorced it’s get more complex but in this time my kids can decide for their self stay with her or me and we can go to court for have deal when I see my kids .

And he said she can accept you and accept I live with you and she has her own life and my support .or get divorced and don’t accept you so in this case it more complex and difficult for me.

He continued for sure I will not stay with her forever

Dear Michella

I don’t know why even after I met new man I was crying and missed this married man and I feel guilty .

I really feel I am so dump

Dear Anita I never look at this point from this view .

I just know he said after 5 years he will say to her he has lover and want want live with me if she accept Okey if not she can go get divorce or leave him or she can accept and stay with her kids in their home but ex bf will stay with me and just go for check kids and support them

Dear Anita

1. yes my mother asked me stay with him so i will not barden for her.
2. Yes in the first he wants only lover but after that he said I fill in love and I want you for ever be patient I see my future with you ….and about bad words he said me fuck of fuck you go to hell go away from me I had enough .and when he said maybe you see some guys you want to leave me and go with them but for sure they want just take you to bed Yani want you only for security no other thing they are not serious

Dear Anita how much I am happy I can share all this with you.

I think I must cut with her and don’t have any connection with her because she just add more prrsspre and tension to my life .

Last night I was in date and see this new guy he got divorced 5 years ago he has one daughter she is 14 years old . He look nice and he told me he want to know me more and we go out more .after than when I come back all the night I was crying and ask my self how I trow 5 years memories in rubbish like this and I missed my ex bf and I wish to talk with him again see him again

I don’t remember how I spend the night any way in the morning I got email from ex that he again said I love you I can not live with out you be patient please

Today I stay at home because I don’t feel well I don’t answer calls I rejected all them .and I really fill so confused Anita I am waiting for you thanks

Of course I will post again .Anita I had fight with him I told him you just use me and play with me and waste my life with fake hope when kids grow up you will leave her but its bullshit and he said oh I wanted to have lover but you want be more than this and be everything I said Okey it’s not working like this I want to have my own life he said yah yah maybe you saw some guys you like them but besure they just want take you to bed no thing else and then he said some bad words and I blocked him and he did the same

Dear Anita

Do you think I am happy for share a man with other lady and always live inside fears that maybe she leaves me and back to his family and every thing he told me were lies .

But I am sure if I leave him my mother will blame me all the times oh you were with him for 5 years now how you will support your self maybe you want back to my home………