What is constantly bothering me is how someone who is in a relationship for a long time with someone you say you care and love, can switch in a day with such bad behaviour. I don’t understand how someone can be so dehuman and just do what he wnts even though I am saying that this and this hurts me. It is breaking my heart to see that nothing matters to him. He never once apologized for the situation, never showed remorse or care, and he keeps being an asshole towards me. And I haven’t done anything, only fighting for me to feel better, and addressing those feelings. And still, even with that, he proceeds to act like I am the problem, so much paranoia, constant fighting, constant whining, etc..I really cannot accept the situation as it is and say okay, BYE now. I keep fighting and fighting, and still everything is worse.