Limbo lady,

I do have one but I haven’t seen him in a while, he keeps on changing meds for me and honestly I have been feeling worse and not better. If theres a good counsellor I don’t mind but can’t find where I live that good one who can take my emotions out.

Thank you for your kind reply Anita. I am 30 yo, single, female, I live with my mother and elder brother.  Sometimes I want to run away from family other times I want to be surrounded by them, but because they keep reminding me of the past, cold relationships at home, no communication, disengagement and belittling treatment.

I had big dreams or nice chances lets say but one opportunity was taken away after another, and because I have tried so hard I don’t want to try anymore, in the same time I started to envy successful people (which is none of my traits at all) but I think I have developed it because I was in a position to be envied about (social & career wise). I lost it all.. I lost all.. and I am trying to pick myself up again but the depression won’t go away. And I want to stop feeling the race inside of me and that I am running out of time. I was thinking of getting a desk job and leave fitness and other business ideas or dreams on the side, get rid of them until I am strong again on my feet and physically healed since I am suffering muscle pain and fatigue as well as depression.