Anita,

This took place after my wisdom teeth coming out! Everything started spiralling down. I became so much more self aware. My ego was suffering immensely and for a while I was convinced I went through an ego death. I experienced so many signs of a spiritual awakening but also my anxiety got immensely worse. I never had suffered from true anxiety. I’ve never had panic attacks, anxiety attacks, etc until my teeth came out, but those occurrences are very rare, only happened 3 times in the span of 2 months and I don’t see a future with any anxiety attacks anytime soon. I reacted badly to the anesthesia and suffered from sleep apnea for a week due to that. Was tough times. But I’m not going to let a past event hinder me to this extent. It’s happened and I can’t go back. I can only go forward. I just feel weird. A bit out of body, detached. It’s odd.

• This reply was modified 5 years, 9 months ago by Emily.

Frederick,

Thank you so much for your reply and taking the time to send me some clarity. I love what you said about doing kind deeds in order to feel more of that inner connectedness, I agree completely. I also agree that I have opened my eyes and come to a huge realization as well. I view the world so much differently but I almost see this  as a spiritual awakening. Just trying to learn how to cope with all this new information and viewing the world in a different way then others.