That makes sense. I’ll try my best to work out my issues, it will probably help me keep myself distracted as well. Thank you very much for your replies, you really helped me a lot! I wish you the bests

I know that, and I’m trying. He also said that he doesn’t want to cease communication and he would like to meet up as well when I get back home. I’m thinking maybe I’ll ask him how he is doing when a week has passed, since he said he wouldn’t mind.

The reason I’d like to wait for him is because he is a great person and I love him with all the faults he has, and because our relationship was something I have always dreamed of, honest and caring, and we could always discuss everything honestly with each other. It’d hurt a lot if I was waiting and eventually we couldn’t end up together, because right now he isn’t even sure if he wants to stay in the country or not, but if I decide that I will try to move on it’d mean I’d lose the last hope to be with him.

Another thing is that I’ve also been having some issues and he thought this would be good for both of us, since we can’t really support each other right now. I said I wish I could help him, and he said that maybe I could when I’m better myself, and this really gave me motivation to work on my own problems now, but it’s really hard to be apart.