I honestly believe she didn’t want this to happen either, too much sadness in her eyes and her answers, maybe I’ll never fully understand the reason why this came to the point it has, the saddest part of this story is something so good came to an end, some things just don’t last and for those we have no answers, all I know is two people are now heartbroken and I can’t see a way this will resolve…

My soul mate is gone, ever changing my life and ever effecting the way in which I carry myself. I left leaving her in the best possible place I could, I wanted to be angry, she hurt me, but I know she is hurting too, I left her with as many things we jointly owned as possible because she needed them more than me, how could I do anything less for the woman I love, I hope I have done my best, it is the only comfort I have now….

Letting go of something so precious without fully understanding the reason why will be the most bitter and hardest lesson of my life….

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