I know when people say u will be okay it is very easy for them but not for the person who suffer . i m really disappoint with my life daily i feel to kill maself and i have tried many times..but after thinking my family my tears not stop.. i loved a girl so much and from starting i was very happy to help others and my life was very good but after i love that girl i starting to loose myself. I m very loyal to her and i always take care of everyone even i think someone not got hurt just beacuse of me . I lost my job for her to get better future after I start prepartion for government exam and she moved to new place after she got new friend new circle she start ignoring me and in last she said I was nothing to her.. i cant stop myself to cry i ask to forgive me on my knee in the main market in front of everyone and i lost my everything because of her my life my friends my job everything . everyday i see herself happy with new new friends .and i feel to kill myself and even i try but after thinking of my family my tears not stop ..i have not did bad for anyone why god choose me why ??? i lost my confidence to live , this site is very good i daily read it really give me strength to sometime .and every person here are very good bless u everyone .. anyone can not feel my pain i not like the other boys who flirting with many girls at the same time i was very loyal to her . and i m very emotional person i know everyone say everything will be ok . but i now it is not that easy that everyone think… RIP my life