Anita,

Thank you, that was a great analogy and It helped me understand my feelings a little better.

I am able to talk about everything that happened between us but she isn’t. I’m always open for discussing how I feel but when you have people who avoid their feelings the situation gets complicated.

After i mentioned maybe after some space between us we could possibly be friends again she blocked me from her phone.

My my long distance is going good. I just miss being able to see my gf everyday and that can really be frustrating.

Well, she was my first close friend I made at my current job and now I feel disconnected from work. Im also feeling anxious because I want to reach out to her and ask if we can just be friends again but I doubt that’ll be for the best.

Also, these are a few examples:

One day we were sitting in a conference meeting and she grabbed my hand under the table and held it for a few seconds ( I was completely confused).

In October we attended a business trip and she kissed me which lead to a make out session. But the next day she acted like nothing ever happened between us.