Hi Carlos,

Thank you for your reply. I completely agree with you, I have messed up big time. I take full responsibility. The amount of pain, tears and regret is something I can’t describe. As I said he agreed to see me but in a couple of weeks time. I hope he won’t change his mind. Until then I need to get myself together and show that I can change and I want to.

I messaged him on Friday night apologising and asking for forgiveness. I took full responsibility and said I hope with time you will find it in your heart to forgive me. He did not reply. I have not heard from him so far. It is not looking very good. How can I know if he will at least give me a chance to see him? I am miserable and I wish I could turn back time.