Thank you for answering Lindsay.
The reason why I’m sticking it out is because my apartment is pretty much tied to my school. So if I were to quit school I would almost certainly loose my apartment also. Even if I moved to my parents’ it would be very difficult to find a job anywhere. At first I was really afraid to tell my parents about it but in the end they were really supportive and their support has helped me alot.
I love the be active and I do run and go to the gym often. An injury has kept me from doing brasilian jiu-jitsu but I’m soon starting physio for that and hopefully it’ll help. Lifting has been my escape for past few weeks.
You’re also right. 5 more months isn’t that long of a time. But during those lectures where your mind wonders to places beyond comprehension even minutes feel like hours.
Thank you again for answering, you’ve given lot to think about.