Thank you for your help! My rational mind tells me that you’re right. It’s just that (like everyone else) I don’t like making choices that I’ll regret later on. It is true that I could just try both options to see what works best for me, but it doesn’t give me peace of mind. I guess that once I’m off doing one of my options, I’ll find that peace. Reading your messages made me realise that, and it eases my mind a little bit. At least I can sleep now, once again realising that there is a gray area. Thing don’t have to be either black or white.