Thank you.. thats very insightful.. however, sometimes i really want him.. and the thought that i will never see him again burns me alive.. i always want to see him and be with him for the rest of my life. even if its impossible i belive that nothing is impossible so sometimes i feel like i should try my best to do whatever it takes to be wit him in case he changes his mind. should i stop thinking that? how u do accept things ? i feel like i am giving up if i stop trying and i dont want to give him up..

thats really something.. thank you so much… it really helped.. because its true.. yes he does miss me but not as much as i do.. i know that.. because the way he is behaving towards me i have behaved towards others in my life.. people who loved me too much and i like them a normal amount but i felt guilted by their love i pretended to love them back as much., when the reality is clear.. i guess this is karma.. i m gettin what i gave to all those people who loved me..

thank you! 🙂 i feel better knowing that somebody can understand. i just feel bad that he thinks m the one who is wrong in everything no matter what i try to do to make him happy. Since you can relate to him, if i were to stop contacting him he will not suffer right? will he feel better that i m not troubling him? i just dont want to be the kind of girl who pesters and keep burdening him. i want him to be happy and i want to make sure that he will be happy without me. he will be alright right? i dont need to worry about him ? thats all i want..

Thank you so much and i know exactly thats what i should be doing. However I worry about him so much. I feel he needs me and that i shouldnt abandon him. I feel he needs somebody and I am the only person who he is comfortable being pampered by and m worried that he must be suffering all alone and for me to leave him at this time of his need i feel guilty to move on and let go. How do u convince yourself that you should think of your happiness first before his.? How do u get the courage to stop worrying about him and move on?