I know how you feel. Heres my story. Hello. My name is Leslie and I am about to be divorced. My husband walked out in Feb of this year. He cheated on me with his ex from 10 years ago. She was 15 then and he was 20. They lost a baby together. They hadnt seen each other in 10 years but had messages each other a few times and both were married. Now they are together and cheating still to this day. He was at one point contemplating trying to work things out with me. But he kept changing his mind. He is bipolar. She has rubbed their relationship paat and present in my face. I tried to be the bigger person and speak to her. She kied and played me. And they say i am being nasty when i get mad. And i admit that i as nasty after they were nasty to me. I shouldnt have been. I know that. He and I have two children together. One just turned a year old and one is 5, almost 6. He cannot even speak to me on the phone or see me in person. She told me the last time he and I were together and he said we shouldnt have been was because he was cheating on her and he felt guilty. And seeing me or speaking to me brings the guilt up for him. She did say that he loves both of us but her more. Then she said he doesnt love me at all. She said she also co fronted him about the other women be cheated with and he said he needed help so she got him into his dr and into weekly therapy. We were married 5 years. He filed for divorce on our anniversary. I dont think he is thinking clearly. I am scared and overwhelmed. We have since gone to court and he told the judge that he wanted a divorce for 3 years but we had just seperated. Now he will speak tl me about the children and I can take them tk his house. I’m trying to understand his reasoning but he still hasn’t talked to me. He says hes always loved her. I don’t know what to think. We will be divorced in July. Whatbare y’alls thoughts?