Cheers I feel like the deppression has took over already all I think about from the minute I wake up is why women don’t like me know when seems to under stand probarly because I can’t explain or show anyone how bad I feel and what goes thru my mind I actually feel cursed and how can I tell my family or friends this seems like everyone goes thru life meeting people having relationships and it’s the only thing I really want and to most it is not hard to find but to me it’s like a dream that don’t feel will ever come true.just can’t get a grasp on how life is fair and it is bringing up a jelous horible side that I don’t show but wish I didint have this resentment for people that have love all I do is try and sort my head out every day but never get any answers .

Yer I’m 30 I live with my mum and dad at the mo I have a good relationship with them But realy like living with them but can’t afford to live anywhere else at the mo