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September 14, 2025 at 8:37 am #449747
MissLDuchess
ParticipantI did yes and I wanted to clarify with a few life updates. I’m glad I was able to find work and am hoping to find an apartment closer to the office soon. I hope 5 months from today I’ll be happier.
September 14, 2025 at 8:31 am #449745MissLDuchess
ParticipantHello Anita,
Well luckily I’m not longer living in the city I disliked and have my Master’s. I’m trying really hard to put myself out there but haven’t had much luck yet. Everyone says friendships take time so I’m trying to not make the same mistakes I did in college.
September 13, 2025 at 1:14 pm #449736MissLDuchess
ParticipantThese were teenagers who did this. Unfortunately college was way worse socially and I never made friends in 4 years. I’m hoping things will get better soon but am really down and frustrated. I turn 27 next month and am worried I’ll be alone forever.
September 12, 2025 at 4:02 am #449689MissLDuchess
ParticipantIt still hurts I was treated like a leper in college and all my attempts at putting myself out there failed.
September 3, 2025 at 11:21 am #449247MissLDuchess
ParticipantDefinitely because I was 21 and about to graduate college. I was really hoping to put myself out there in the real world and try to find myself. 5 years later I’ve done a lot and have met lots of great people, learned many lessons, and matured a lot but still feel lonely.
September 3, 2025 at 7:50 am #449235MissLDuchess
ParticipantOnline friendships helped me get through really lonely times like college but if I’d known years ago that I’d lost 2 full years of my early 20’s thanks to a pandemic maybe I’d have been better and putting myself out there more. Nothing compared to having a friend in close proximity.
September 3, 2025 at 3:28 am #449225MissLDuchess
ParticipantI’m not going to lie it was awkward and I didn’t click with anyone. It was a mini book club where they gather a bunch of people to discuss an article rather than an actual novel. It was mainly small talk and discussing the novel. My issue is that at these group events I find myself feeling awkward and left out if I feel others are having more in common than me whether it’s because they’re closer in age or work in the same field. I have an alumni mixer for my graduate school tomorrow and hopefully that will be a bit better.
September 1, 2025 at 2:17 pm #449168MissLDuchess
ParticipantNow I am better about being transparent even if it may make some people uncomfortable. Even now when people ask me if I made a lot of friends in college it still stings. I’ve learned the hard way that boundaries never scare away the people who really care. Like this time of year when it’s full of college move-in ads and how college is everyone thrives no matter how weird they are and how unpopular they were in high school. My mom did always pressure me to befriend people she thought looked good on paper even if we never clicked or got along well. Trying to be open to her about my issues and how the suggestions that work for her have not helped me is like speaking English to someone and they answer you in Chinese. I keep in touch with some my friends from my international school days and the friends I met living abroad on social media since we don’t live in the same country. My best friend from childhood lives around 45 minutes away and so does another friend but we try to see each other whenever we can. Likely due to my neurodivergence I’ve never been able to be friends with people who are too different from in age, background, political views, etc. It’s easier to connect with people who actually share my values than people just because “they’re there” like my mom tries to force me to do.
August 31, 2025 at 4:37 pm #449134MissLDuchess
ParticipantHello Alessa,
Sending you lots of love. Your little boy is so lucky!
August 31, 2025 at 3:25 pm #449133MissLDuchess
ParticipantWhat was most embarrassing for me in college was when family members would pester me about my non-existent “college friends” and having no such people to celebrate my birthday with or hang out with in the summer. Eventually I confessed I was struggling because everyone I tried to befriend ended up hurting me so I became jaded and resigned.
August 31, 2025 at 3:03 pm #449132MissLDuchess
ParticipantLuckily in high school I had teachers and a guidance counselor who looked out for me as well as nice friends. In college I was not as lucky. I just constantly became cynical and distrustful of others assuming everyone was out to hurt me. It really set my confidence back and I felt like a bullied 12 year old all over again.
August 31, 2025 at 7:59 am #449120MissLDuchess
ParticipantWell these mean girl’s pranks were more like hazing activities. Since I was so worried about looking like a friendless loser I tolerated it although I ended up being a laughing stock. In college when I was the loneliest ever my mom tried to force me to join a club thinking it would help me make friends even though they did “pranks” like forcing people to drive blindfolded. I refused luckily.
August 17, 2025 at 7:59 pm #448711MissLDuchess
ParticipantHello Isabel. Thank you for the response. I recently got an official NVLD diagnosis on Friday which isn’t surprising but part of me is a bit resentful because I feel like if I’d known this 10-15 years ago I wouldn’t have struggled so much as a teen and in college but you live and learn. The report said I was a “bright, articulate, kind young woman” who “presents as friendly and polite and makes good eye contact”. That broke my heart to hear because I spent so much of my life believing I was a terrible freak of a person and deserved to be bullied and ostracized because I didn’t fit in easily. Since I’ve moved back to NY I’m trying to not make mistakes I made in college of going home on weekends to avoid putting myself out there since I quickly became jaded and resigned that I didn’t click with people in my immediate vicinity my freshman year. I attended a 222 event yesterday to put myself out there and exchanged Instas with a few people. I also have been reading a book called Platonic by Dr. Marisa Franco and some of the advice was to reach out to old friends or acquaintances which I did. It still feels a bit frustrating that I feel so lonely but if 1 year from today I’m happier and feel I have more of a support system I’ll be a happy camper.
August 17, 2025 at 11:18 am #448703MissLDuchess
ParticipantEven my supervisor agrees that my colleague’s behavior is inconsiderate and unprofessional since this is a work environment not a college dorm room. She’s told him indirectly to use headphones.
August 17, 2025 at 11:06 am #448702MissLDuchess
ParticipantWhenever I see a cute baby I think how lovely it would be to have one of my own when I have a partner and more financial stability.
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