Thank you, this answer is really helpful indeed. I try to be more positive, but on days like the day when I posted it, I just have a negative mind. But I’m working on it.
I feel better now, after telling my story. Whenever I talk about it it gets a little bit easier to let go of it.
That you for your answer,
by an “amazing childhood” I mean that my family cared a lot about me and i had a lot of friends and just grew up under good circumstances. I was a child that could talk early and I was very curious and knew a lot of things and I just was a very happy child before these fears accused and after I was happier again too. But never as happy as I have been before.
Thank you for your answer.
I forgot to mention that my parents cared a lot about me and tried to help me, they even sent me to several psychiatrists who didn’t really find out why I had several fears, they just didn’t discover a reason.
I can understand that you’re in a situation which makes you very unhappy & your husband probably isn’t happy too.
Maybe you should just talk to him and tell him everything about how you feel right now and discuss how he feels and what he thinks is the best solution. Nothing is better and more fair than the truth.
If you don’t love him, it is okay to break up with him. You don’t need to be with anyone if it does not make you happy.
Just listen to what really makes you happy, what your heart wants.
Maybe your husband just wasn’t the right person and you two were too young.
And maybe one day you will meet a person that will make you happy and you’ll experience true love and you will see that you deserve so much better and that you’re not as bad as you think you are.
I hope you feel better soon.
Xo
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