Dear Anita and Axuda

I sincerely thank the both of you for your kind words. I really appreciate the support. It feels good to know that someone out there understands. I did not discuss this matter with my close friends because I’ve been in this situation before and promised them that I would change. But being the type of person I am, I rather take the blame. It is sad I know.. But I’ve always been this way. I hate confrontation and when it happens, I chicken out.

Right now everything seems a bit of a mess. Today, he contacted me. I’m still a bit skeptical. I know everything takes time and I don’t want to lose my friend in him. I’m going to take things real slow…

Time will only tell…