Tamara,
I totally understand how you feel. Sometimes I’m overwhelmed by the beauty of life–a young family playing at the playground, an older couple on an afternoon stroll, the way the wind can pick up fallen leaves, a clear sunny day. These sorts of things make me happy to be alive, because there’s so much life going on around me.

I can also understand that tiny bit of irritation when no one around you shares those feelings–all you can do is try to put out a little bit of positivity every day, and what others decide to do with it is their business.