Who knows, I’ll check back in a few weeks.

Think it will soon.

Anyway one of the girl bosses at my work that still talks to the Taiwan girl was saying “Is this a love story?” With the biggest smile on her face like she was interested in hearing, I’m like “naw she’s too far away”. Was telling her what happened between us from the “Come home with me” twice on her last day to her nervousness about to leave me to her “I’m starting to miss you” text and the other about wanting to see me. I’m on a social media break for a while so when I get back I’ll try talking to her normally without being open and stuff like before.

Until I see her that is…..man I’m such an idiot for not taking advantage of that “hope to see you soon” text. laugh out loud totally thought it was meaning everyone at work.

Yup.

Cold sick for a few days. Other stuff is, well I can’t say here but it’s effecting my life completely.

Like I said, I didn’t know everything. Guys visiting family in Ontario so he will only see her for 1 day.

Maybe I should stop caring about this. Lots of things I don’t even know and it’s not like I’ll be in a relationship with her ever. Just go to Taiwan for a month and whatever happens happens, it’s not like we are even dating and I doubt anything happens between the 2 of them, he just said it was ok when they hung out before. The guy I’m going to Thailand would tell me to not even care about any of that, go out and have fun. That’s all he does, he’s been everywhere and knows a lot of people, basically he’s a guy that loves life and everything and has no problem with girls. He was confused why I kicked the last girl out of my life and knows the whole story. I also wasn’t man enough to take this girl up on her offer of going home with her, most likely to her house if you know what I mean. Also with her message hoping to see me soon, thought me meaning everyone but it was just me. Coulda stepped up. Maybe Taiwan is my chance.

Well I don’t wanna get married or have kids so it won’t be with me.

Meaning I’m always looking.

Expired tonight? It expired when I did not take
My shot with her when she was telling me to come home with her and when she wanted to see me soon. That’s when it ended, I pretty much knew we would never see eachother again.