Even if I don’t go with her, i’ll see my budy so doesn’t matter really. Known him since he was born.

Will miss you too.

It was an interesting time, from the first time we met anytime I was in the lunchroom and she was there she would imediatly stare at me and rarely look away (either attraction or curiousity), it was awkward. But it eventually stopped when we started talking a little. She has that sweet Taiwanese girl voice and from the games we played like thumb wars, she would link her arms slowly into mine (testing boundaries), to trying to jump on my back, to lifting her up on my side and swinging her around, to chasing her watching her giggle, to trapping her in the corner with a cart so she can’t get out, to our phone games (showing out pets on our phone and acting them out), leaning on her, our backs together and trying to move (one of her favourites), when she sees me in the morning run towards me and bump my side, stand infront of me with her eyes shut and a smile using her teeth, to our poking eachother and our tickling eachother, i’d put a box on her head and my eyes would go to the holes in the box and met her eyes there, or revearsed it, and constantly tagging her with a sticker gun, or her tagging me…my supervisor always had a smile when we were around eachother, same with 1 of the bosses, and a bunch of other things we did together, plus what I mentioned about her last day at work wanting to be around me and the text. No doubt this was some type of “romantic” interest, sadly she had to go back home but I am sure I made an amazing impression on her (like she did me).

I’m sure if I asked if she wanted to do something outside of work we would make awesome memories, but you should not ask coworkers out (then again we also should not have done most of the things we did anyway, but it felt right so we did it).

Now I am out.

Hmmm my post didn’t seem to work…

Anyway I said she didn’t say anything which is an answer itself when someone says “I liked you more then I should have” so deleted the chat. A guy at work spreading rumors to people that I wanna have sex with her and every woman that talks to me wants to have sex with me and another one keeps saying he talks to my dead dad…Another guy in my department that see’s everything unlike the nay sayers “you guys were all over eachother”.

Anyway I think her invite was more joking around like “haha It’s too expensive you come to me” sort of thing even if it was the 3rd time she invited me to see her.

me: “Lol yeah, Canada airlines trying to keep us apart 😏”
her: “Noo hahaha. How about come and travel” (she actually said come to travel not and travel, same thing).

What you think?

I got too much stuff to do and I refuse to get worked up about another friggin girl.

Yes I am, not why I named myself that but people know me for my extremes.

Well, by the 2nd day of my 2nd job I have (I work 7 days a week almost 60 hours except lately), a new really cute girl was hired and we got along really really well from the start too, but she’s married with her husband stuck in India. We liked to roleplay at the job, she said we are like family and said I was handsome, but didn’t say that about the other dude lol. There is always…another girl when it comes to me. So if this Taiwan one doesn’t work out there will always be more because I always hit on women, even if it gets me in trouble (and it has). But I haven’t been at that job in a couple weeks, scheduling keeps getting messed up. Anyway I’ll message the Taiwan girl tomorrow, ask her when she will come back here because I miss her and wanna meet her (like she told me). I’ll find out if she likes me or not the way I think she does.

Ended up deleting my messages to her before she read them, so last message was her saying she is wondering what I said. Anyway maybe I could try? but not that into it, she will be 14 hours ahead of me. I’ll message her in a few days asking when she’s coming back here and that I wanna meet her soon still. But I am pretty sure she only said that because she was emotional at the time and it was an “in the moment” kind of thing. Basically told me she was emotional and crying.

Anyway the other woman called me up, we talked for a little bit. I think she was trying to change her voice to sound “sexy”.

Good end meaning that’s the end of us talking. Anyway I decided 1 more ettempt and said if we never see eachother again here is my number you can call me instead before you leave if you want over a day ago, deleted it before she read the message and asked how her trip is going here and messaged her earlier but it looked weird so I got rid of it. I guess she decided to ghost me instead, she’s been online several times already. Our texts were kinda heavy…like she saw an ex coworker and said she was missing everyone, she also said she was missing me and he told her to tell me that, which she did and that she wants to see me before she goes and that she’s happy to have met me and that she’s sad (to leave country and to not see me probably). Said I was super nice, I said so are you, she replied that maybe nice people stick together (obvious hint even if english isn’t her first language), she also said she’s turning into one of those people that cry because she was going and getting emotional and was laughing. She didn’t say she misses all of us and wants to see us again, she said me specifically. Told her to text me if she is coming in so she knows I am there and she said she will.

As for being good at moving on? hardly. Still pretty bad at it. But I refuse to be in that situation I was with that other woman.