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Anita – He’s still in hospital right now. I’ll move on eventually, I pretty much have no choice. I got many plans I wanna conqueror. Dad is starting to eat more finally, so there is that.
Roberta – I just mean I wanna make money and get fit. I don’t need to be rich but as a poor man having no money kinda sucks. If I had money I could easily take better care of my dad and people in my life better. Sorry about your mother.
Anita – I’m fine. There was this woman that says she wants me but 99% of the time I call her on her request she ignores it and never calls me back and has some BS excuse ready when we see eachother. Wasting my time…oh well, I just wanted to hit it and quit it anyway.
meParticipantI can’t completly fall apart when he moves on, but for a little while I probably will. He wants me to move on past this he told me and live my life. So I must live it by getting into extremly good shape, make as much money as I can and experience life. They cancelled chemo because his cancer is beyond treatment.
meParticipantHey anita, so my dad’s got stage 4 rectal cancer, liver cancer, spleen cancer, bone cancer, lung cancer and a giant mass inside him. Basically he’s done for. He had a mega dose of ratiation (5 days instead of 6 weeks), been in the hospital for a couple of weeks, did his will, etc etc. I been pretty devistated to say the least. I dunno what I am going to do without him…they say he has a rare cancer that’s reached his tailbone that only 3% of people get with bone cancer. So…this will be the last Xmas if he somehow makes it.
I already lost my aunt this year, now my dad. It’s quite…tough times as this forum calls itself. I visit him a couple hours every day.
meParticipantThe next 5-10 years is going to be mindblowing. Good and bad because evil exists sadly. But one day all disease will be a thing of the past and that’s a good thing.
meParticipantThanks. I mostly take care of pops or keep updated in the AI world. One day it will cure all disease and cancer would be just a bad memory for everyone and we will live longer with our own personal doctors. Assuming an afterlife exists we could maybe make video or audio calls talking to the deceased.
meParticipantI’ll be honest, I dunno how to respond to most of that post. As for the other part of it…Naw I barely game anymore. I also rather just let all things related to that thread be retired with the thread. Not that interested in talking about anything related to it. I just needed a place to come and get my frusterations out.
meParticipantanita, Naw didn’t delete just left abandoned. I’m just at home on holiday, first holiday in like 4 years. How have you been?
Helcat, Thank you for your words. I’m not finding it that difficult to take care of him, as long as I don’t need to change him or wipe his ostomy bag for him. I’m good with just taking 2 weeks off, I am heling him get out of debt so I will need to refill my bank account again. He said when the time comes he will go to hospice at the hospital so he can have professionals take care of him.
meParticipantThanks Anita, not been here in a while since I retired my long thread.
meParticipantI forgot to add that I lost my aunt a few months ago too, not from cancer (alcohol) and a guy my dad was friends with at his old job that’s been helping me through this found out he’s got cancer too. Life just really kicks you down.
meParticipantI’ll be retiring this thread, maybe i’ll start a new thread. I’m pretty much all about making money and working on myself now. Currently looking to get a 2nd job or a job that pays me way more while I am working on getting into the trades because I am not I repeat NOT a white collar person, I am a blue collar worker and with AI taking over the white collar jobs I am OK with that. Witnessed a cat run away from me and got killed from running into a moving cars tire back in the summer and it scarred me for a few weeks, also a few people I used to work with passed away in December. I been doing 150 pushups every single day without skipping 1 day (and squats) since April, my goal is 1000 a day, but I also plan on 1 day running 10 miles a day too. Just got an electric scooter i’ll be using to get back to my roots on the mountain I used to hike up 6 days a week years ago and i’ll do that pretty much daily, but hopefully I don’t get hit by a truck like I did on my e-bike. Also plan on buying an electric unicycle (all geared up of course). Anyway big changes for me for 2024. I pretty much follow Andrew Tate, Fresh and fit, Jwaller for the things they say (except for women, it’s pretty easy to know if a woman likes you by how easy they make it for you).
meParticipantHey Anita I see you’re back. Saw something from this website so thought i’d take a look on the forums and see you’re posting again. I am not coming back, just an update but ever since you left guess what? that “friend” ignored me for a week after we didn’t talk for 6 months and finally text me back telling me we are done. She got back with that ex of hers (they never took a break from each other after they broke up), he got her to cut all her male friends from her life because of “trust issues” but he kept his female friends. So I been right about him all along trying to end shit with me and looks like I am blamed for their bad relationship LOL! Been much happier without her in my life, told her to never ever message me again and that what she’s doing is such bad behaviour. After everything we been through together (that huge loan, all those phone calls when she needed someone, or the news about her career upgrading when we had a moment on the phone, or when they broke up and I was there making sure she was ok) to have this happen because of an extremely jealous possessive guy. I am still mad, not as mad but I have felt like a chump for a long time. I am told they are still together. Once I get social media I am messaging that guy and calling him a piece of trash human being but that wont be for a long time from now, I got better things to do currently. I dunno what happened to her but she’s turned quite pathetic now. I still sometimes miss the old her but she’s in the past now where she will forever be, because once someone doesn’t want me in their life that’s fine, you wont get a 2nd chance and you’ll regret it when my revenge is being extremely successful. I hope they are miserable in that relationship and it ends although I did text her I wish her to always be happy no matter what (just not with him though).
It’s not all bad…I found Andrew Tate in this mess and trying to become rich now, getting into shape, disciplined etc. I stopped hanging out with people, turning them down and just focus on me. I’ll never allow myself to have another female friend again and I will never question my gut because I was right about things this whole time. You can’t be lonely when there is so many things to do. Also I don’t talk to that Korean woman anymore, I moved on, she even said to me “Oh you don’t like me anymore?”, I never replied back. Once I start liking women at my work all of a sudden several guys start going after them and it’s annoying.
Anyway hope you’re doing well, I am gone again just wanted to tell you the final end of this thread since it went on for so long.
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