Yeah that sounds about right for me. I was told she has lots of pics of her trip with the guy, was shown none look like they are together just rando pics of them on the trip.

As for my New Year’s Day party…2 other co workers and the female coworkers boyfriend. Lots of drinking and screaming and stuff, it was fun. One of the co workers is 55, the other is 20 and her boyfriend is 21.

My Xmas was ok, first without my dad. I still get confused telling myself out loud he’s dead…what the fuck?? Hope you get better! And happy new years, hope it’s a great year for you!!

Still bummed out it’s over between us. But in reality she’s too far away. Maybe it’s not over over? But I wanted to leave because it was turning into that whole other situation all over again, so I had to find an excuse even if it was a bad one to leave.

People at work all know what happened.my boss told me next year to come to china with him (he’s Chinese) and find a girl, I can still go to Taiwan later and see her if we still talk one day, so I said maybe I’ll travel and have girls all over the place and give me reason to stay traveling all the time while making money.

I just wanted to leave this girl so I can work on myself and start traveling not worrying about someone all the time, I’ll try talking to her again someday but I can’t right now. I got my life to live and places to see. I had to make up a lame reason to end things, instead of the truth that I liked her but she’s too far away and things aren’t working out right now.

Maybe but people at work all think it’s a good thing it’s over because she’s all the way in Taiwan now. I’m glad it’s over, I’m sure she’s glad it’s over because she never replied anymore. I’ll be fine, been through worse. No more girls for a while though, probably a long while.

Didn’t really avoid me but started big time distancing herself. Like we would text a lot for example to a dry text a day sort of thing and I could not say anything so had enough of it and said goodbye. I don’t really need to explain my actions to her, just enjoy the ride then get off when it’s over to the next person. People here did warn me about her anyway and my gut was screaming at me to go away.

Sorry to bump this but…I ended our friendship today after I woke up. Things drastically changed so quickly and I was unhappy. Told her, and gave her a text saying if she wants me to get lost I will, she never messaged me back but looked at it so that to me is a firm “get lost” so I text again and said I took her silence as a “get lost” and said I don’t have hard feelings about this against her and wished her well. Looked but never responded so blocked her.

That’s that, I refuse to have another situation like the other girl and this one is too far away. SEEYA!!

1 last thing before I go…that other young girl I mentioned? We purposely went out of our way to basically “hang” around eachother at work, she knows I purposely go up front to talk to her (told her straight up), mentioned for like the 4th time about some work movie even though we are both working and can’t see it. But she’s been going to another room when I’m in the break room, yesterday she was in another room and I purposely sat in that room when my shift ended just to talk and she called me fun and stayed an extra 10 minutes after her break to talk to me, today got in trouble because she stayed longer to eat, we talked again. I think I should stop pursuing her though…co worker and all and she looks good and we got a bunch in common. But I think I’m more “friend”, I don’t want another female “friend”. Just looking for your opinion on it? The guys at work are knowing something’s up between us.

Yup that be what she has but wants nature pictures so sending her those tomorrow. She’s excited to get them.

As for the other part…beats me. I don’t even know what I want.