Two years ago I went though a divorce. This came a shock to me. I had no idea anything was wrong. Anyways, long story short. I was devastated. I loved her more than anything in this world. For a long time I believed that I was never going to be able to love again. As it turns out through counseling, working on my self-esteem, and practicing some mindfulness I was able to open myself up again. I had been seeing someone I really enjoyed and allowed myself to be vulnerable with. On Saturday she broke things off with me. It hurts, but I know I will feel better and I am happy I was able to open up again. I’m not going to let it prevent me from living my life. Sometimes things just don’t work out the way we had hoped.