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PeterParticipantAnd because I’m me đ a reflection and story
When I first began dancing, there were moments when the music carried me, no counting, no measuring, only flow. A quiet noticing. These moments came by accident, before I knew the steps, before the mind whispered, âLet meâŚâ
Later, as lessons multiplied, I chased the flow by trying to perform correctly, and the experience of flow vanished. Until one night, weary and forgetting myself, the dance remembered me. The steps and rhythm had always been in the music; I only needed to step aside. And then, of course, the mind returned: âLet meâŚâ
The dance feels like a circle of remembering, arriving, and forgetting⌠until perhaps, forgetting itself becomes arrival?
I hear the value of words and quantification, yet as I age, Iâm drawn to the moment when it dissolves into fulfillment, when love is the ground and the steps remember themselves.
I wonder if what feels like a secret teaching is simply resistance to a subtle truth: one must step off the raft before reaching the shore. The Dharma carries us across, yet clinging to it keeps our feet from touching the ground. The secret is not hidden; it is only hard for a self to trust, so the mind insists: âLet meâŚ
A Day in Flow – (need it be a dream?
Morning light spills across the kitchen table. Peter pours tea, not hurried, not slow, just present. The steam curls upward, and he watches it dissolve, smiling at how it mirrors his own thoughts. No need to chase them, no need to hold them.On his walk to work, he notices the crunch of snow beneath his boots. A child slips, then laughs, and he laughs too, because the joy is contagious. He doesnât think, I should be kind, he simply bends to help, and the gesture feels as natural as breathing.
At the office, emails pile up, but he doesnât feel trapped. He answers what he can, then lets the rest wait. A colleague comes in tense, words sharp, but Peter listens without defense. Something in his quiet presence softens the room. The colleague exhales, as if remembering themselves.
Evening arrives. He cooks a simple meal, humming to the rhythm of the knife against the cutting board. Later, he sits by the window, watching the sky fade into indigo. No grand revelation, no fireworks, just the steady pulse of life, already whole.
He laughs softly, remembering: We work for that which no work is required. And the day folds into night, the dance continues without his effort, carrying him gently along.
PeterParticipantHi Anita,
A challenge accepted đFirst, I donât feel Thomas and James are really disagreeing. The words make it seem that way, but underneath, theyâre pointing to the same thing.
So, simply put:
– The labels and ideas that used to interest me donât feel as important now. Theyâre helpful for learning, but once youâve learned what you need, you can let them go.
– Put another way: When something becomes clear, when you really know it, you donât need to âbelieveâ it anymore. You can live it.I also feel we often hold on to words because the self feels it needs them for control. Thatâs where I feel the self is lying to itself, and a part of it always knows it lying.
Iâll add this: letting go of words feels like something that is intended for later in life…
Does that make sense?
PeterParticipantHi everyone
I wonder if all these labels are simply the mind insisting on complexity, a restless attempt to weave patterns where simplicity already breathes. It forgets the subtle truth: the raft must be left behind before the shore can be touched.
Then I wonder, does the mind truly forget, or does the self know, deep down, that stepping off the raft would resolve the questions… only to find such a step too frightening?
For a lifetime I have lived in thought, circling the same waters, repeating the same motions. And know I’m surprised to admit that these games of the self interest me less and less.
The student asked, âIs the shore reached by words?â
The master replied, âWords are the raft.â
The student pressed, âThen must I carry them forever?â
The master said, âStep off before you arrive, or you will never stand.â
PeterParticipantHi Everyone. The exchange reminded me of a kaon I’ve been playing with:
A monk asked the master, âFrom where does the path arise?â
The master replied, âFrom the source, like a river from the mountain.â
The monk pressed further, âThen may I walk back to the mountain?â
The master shook his head: âWhen the river flows, it does not climb. The mountain is not behind you, It is beneath your every step.
PeterParticipantJames, your words and question remind me of a Sufi story.
There is a legend that God formed a statue of clay in His image and asked the soul to enter it. The soul, being free and unbounded, refused to be imprisoned. Then God commanded the angels to play music, and in ecstasy the soul entered the body so that it might experience the music more clearly.
âPeople say that the soul, on hearing that song, entered the body; but in reality the soul itself was song.â- Hafiz
The soul refused clay.
The angels sang.
The soul entered.
It was not bound.
It was music.
PeterParticipantThanks, Anita. I appreciate the way you noticed that shift.
Over time, the word love began to feel heavy for me. It carries so many expectations, hopes, and associations that we end up confining it with definitions… a subtle, unskillful tendency I feel, to own and shape it into our image. In that sense, love becomes limiting, a veil, as James notes.
Awareness, on the other hand, feels lighter. When I stay present with what arises and passes, compassion shows up naturally. And from that compassion emerges a kind of love that doesnât need to be named… something quieter, less demanding, more like being present to lifeâs unfolding rhythm.
So I wouldnât say I replaced love with awareness. Itâs more that awareness revealed a love that doesnât have to be spoken about, because itâs already there in the way we breathe and live.
Perhaps I can say it more simply: As words fade, awareness uncovers what was always present.. a compassion, and a love beyond naming.
PeterParticipantThanks Anita – Perhaps the nicest thing anyone has ever said about me.
Have a great Thanksgiving weekend.
PeterParticipantHi Alessa, and again apologies for the mix-up in the other thread.
I really like the questions youâre raising, theyâre ones Iâve wrestled with myself, so Iâd love to share a few thoughts.
Does it matter if we pass willingly or not?
When I think of âGodâ as a verb, the word Flow comes to mind. We can resist what is, or we can lean into it with a kind of healthy detachment, engaged but not clinging to results as we would desire or will. To me, thatâs why it matters: willingness helps us move with life instead of against it, and that can spare us a lot of unnecessary suffering.Godâs will happens all the same. Does it matter what we believe?
Iâd say yes, but maybe not in the usual way. Krishnamurti once said, âThe constant assertion of belief is an indication of fear.â That really struck me. Belief can bind and divide, and when we cling to it, it often comes from fear rather than freedom. So if weâre going to hold beliefs, they matter… but maybe the deeper invitation is to live without clinging to belief at all, to simply be present. I once asked myself what it would mean to live what I believe. Today I would answer: Iâd stop âbelievingâ and live â present – to life.And as you said: Weâre all part of Godâs will, whether we believe it or not. We come from the same source, and we return to it… as a unfolding.
Happy Thanksgiving!
PeterParticipantLOL – I think I need new glasses. Apologies Alissa
Anita, I think we both answer the question in James thread.
PeterParticipantWatching the news this morning I’ve found myself revisiting a old thread as old thoughts of disappointment arose.
Almost Ten years latter a different response.A Reflection on Cycles and Awareness
We live in patterns. As individuals, we repeat habits of fear and reaction. As societies, we fall into cycles of division, conflict, and forgetting. After catastrophe we say ânever again,â but memory fades, and the old ways return.The danger is mechanical living and reacting without awareness, repeating without questioning. Fear drives us to create the very outcomes we dread. Nations build walls against instability, only to provoke unrest. People withdraw from others out of fear of rejection, only to end up alone. Our actions re-enforcing the fear we seek to escape.
There is another path. When we notice these patterns as they arise, without judgment or escape, we begin to loosen their grip. Awareness itself is transformative. It allows us to live with clarity instead of habit, presence instead of fear.
The challenge is whether we can sustain awareness before disaster forces us to remember. If we can, then both our personal lives and our societies might break free from cycles that seem inevitable.
Fear repeats the past; awareness opens the door to what has never been…. a “hope” with eyes open.
PeterParticipantHi Anita
All is well and I hope your still dancing.I appreciate how you let associations arise and follow them, itâs often where the most meaningful insights come from.
Reading your post reminded me of a question I’ve asked before: What would it be like to actually live what one says they believe?
The answer that arises of late was that I would stop believing altogether. To live it fully would mean no longer holding onto belief as an idea, but simply being in the flow of what is. Perhaps a Krishnamurti influence…
PeterParticipantHi James I hear what youâre saying. For me, I suspect many will find the words God and He problematic as suggesting a ‘Noun’… which might not be a issue for those acquainted with Paramhansa Yogananda.
I might put it this way: if the Source, the reality from which everything arises and to which everything eventually returns, were to call me home, Iâd go without hesitation. I wouldnât cling to obligations or plans, because the unfolding of the world isnât mine to manage. Itâs carried by that greater Truth, the Source itself. My part is simply to listen and respond.
PeterParticipantHi everyone – Revesting past thoughts mirrored in Lao Tzu – 14 Mystery
Look at it: nothing to see. Call it colorless.
Listen to it: nothing to hear.
Call it soundless.
Reach for it: nothing to hold.
Call it intangible.
Triply undifferentiated, it merges into oneness, not bright above, not dark below.
Never, oh! Never can it be named.
It reverts, it returns to unbeing.
Call it the form of the unformed, the image of no image.
Call it unthinkable thought.
Face it: no face. Follow it: no end.
Holding fast to the old Way, we can live in the present.
Mindful of the ancient beginnings, we hold the thread of the Tao.Though empty the canvas contains everything that was and will be painted on it, yet it remains empty. Similarly, the idea that ‘Aum’ is the sound of all words that have and will be spoken yet is its surrounded by silence from which it arises and returns.
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Look upon the canvas: empty, yet infinite. Every color, every form, every story already rests within its silent ground. Though nothing is painted, all paintings are painted. Though nothing is held, all is embraced. This is the form of the unformed, the image of no image.Listen to the silence: from it arises Aum. Within its vibration, all words are contained, every cry of birth, every sigh of death, every song of joy, every whisper of sorrow. Yet Aum dissolves back into silence, reminding us that sound is born of stillness, and stillness is the eternal ground.
Where nothing is born and nothing dies, there is no loss, no gain, no striving. All is held in the embrace of silence, all is sustained in the stillness of the Way. âNot bright above, not dark belowâ, beyond naming, beyond grasping, the Tao flows unseen, yet ever-present.
To walk this Way is not to cling, but to release. Not to demand life be other than it is, but to rest in its unfolding. Holding fast to the timeless thread, we live – âPresentâ – mindful of beginnings that have no beginning, and endings that return to the same stillness.The canvas remains. The silence remains. The Tao remains.
Empty, yet full. Silent, yet resounding. Unseen, yet embracing all.Song of the Sparrow
[color=blue]A sparrow lifts on morning air, its wings brush silence everywhere.
No canvas marks the sky with line, yet all horizons still are mine.The empty holds, the full is near, a song of nothing, yet all I hear.
From silence rises sound and word, from stillness every breath is stirred.No birth, no death, the Tao remains, beyond all losses, beyond all gains.
The sparrow knows the thread unseen, the timeless Way, both old and green.I do not veil the endless blue, nor bind the wind that carries through.
Your chains are not of earth or sky, but of a self that asks ânot I.âAwake! Awake! The silence sings, the canvas waits for all it brings.
The gate is open, clear and true, the hidden path is simply you.
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PeterParticipantHi Anita,
I do recall the movie and love when these unexpected associations appear.The other day I read: âNothing is as old as the truth, and nothing is as new as the truth.â
It feels as though life is reminding us that weâve always known the truth, we just don’t always remember or pay attention.
PeterParticipantHi Everyone. Its been pretty quite for me… of late and I’ve found myself contemplating the sparrow once trapped in the silo. What if the soulâs freedom is not found in escaping gravity, but in learning the dance between flight and return?
Sparrow Flight
A sparrow lifts on morning air, its wings affirm the sky is near,
the call of freedom, light, and flight, a song that rises, pure and clear.Yet gravity denies its claim, the earth recalls it back again,
the weight of matter, root, and stone, the tether binding wing to bone.Between the pull and upward reach, a rhythm forms, a balanced speech,
the dance of soaring, falling too, a harmony both old and new.So soul, like sparrow, learns to be, reconciled now in three.
From silence born, through motion spun, returning home when flight is done.The Sparrows flight a mirror. In its rising and falling, we see the rhythm of our own lives: the longing to transcend and the inevitability of return. Life a balance between aspiration and limitation, freedom and gravity, spirit and matter, longing and return. The soul, like the sparrow, must learn to embrace both the soaring moments and the inevitable return to earth. True harmony comes not from denying either force, but from reconciling them.
Voices Along the Way…
Here I can hear Campbell saying that the sparrowâs flight is the call to adventure. It rises toward the sky, answering the eternal summons of the heroâs journey. Yet gravity is the threshold guardian, reminding us that every ascent must face resistance. The rhythm of rising and fallingâthat is the myth itself, the cycle of departure, initiation, and return.Krishnamurti I think would point out that the sparrow is not a symbol. It is simply life. The flight and the fall are not opposites to be reconciled, but movements to be observed without division. Freedom is not escape from gravity; it is awareness of the whole movement, without resistance, without choice. In seeing the flight and the return as one, there is harmony.
A Practical voice might say man is not the sparrow. He is bound by mechanical laws, asleep in his habits. Gravity is not only physical, it is the inertia of unconscious life. To rise requires conscious effort, inner work, the struggle against sleep. Only then can the soul balance its centers and awaken to real being. The return home is not death, but awakening to oneself.
Then Rumi whispers that the sparrowâs wings are woven of longing. Its flight is the soulâs yearning for union with the Beloved. Gravity is not an enemy, but the loverâs hand pulling us back to the earth, reminding us that love is both ascent and return. The dance of rising and falling is the music of existence. When the sparrow returns home, it does not end, it dissolves into love, into silence, into the One.
The Sparrowâs Song a Dance of Flight
A sparrow lifts, the heroâs call, its wings remember myth in all.
Yet flight and fall are not opposed, they are one movement, whole, disclosed.Bound by law, asleep in dream, we struggle upward through the stream.
Awake! Awake! The work is near, to balance soul, to see it clear.But love is sky, and love is ground, in every fall, the Beloved found.
The dance of rising, falling too, is unionâs song, both old and new.So myth and seeing, work and flame, are not divided, but the same.
The sparrowâs flight, the soulâs release, returns at last to home…
contented peace.Layla sat beneath a fig tree listening to the sparrows stir. One sparrow rose into the air, wings trembling with joy, only to fall back to the earth. Again it rose, again it fell, until at last it perched quietly on a branch.
âLittle one, you do not fail when you fall. The sky is not lost, nor is the earth a prison. Your flight is a prayer, your return is an answer. Between the two, the Beloved teaches balance.â
The sparrow tilted its head, as if listening. Then it sang not of defeat, but of the dance itself.
And Layla understood: The soul is not meant to conquer gravity, nor to abandon flight. It is meant to awaken in the rhythm of both, to find the Beloved in ascent and in return.
So the sparrow sang, and the Layla wept, for she knew the song was her own.
Let the sparrowâs song be heard in every heart.
Let myth wisdom guide, awareness illumine, work awaken, and love dissolve.
For in the dance of flight and return, the soul remembers its home. -
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