I do have people around but I am withdrawing and just now I nearly felt like i was going to explode, not hold in my hurt… I can not look at myself in the mirror… I hate what I see… visually.. I feel disgusting from the inside out… I look awful. none of this is rational thinking but the negative is takig over… hard to cope. Thank you for responding to me. It is kind of you. i wish I could let go and move on…
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