Tyler, thank you so much for your comfort. I really appreciate your time to answer and it made a difference. Sometimes I just don’t know whether I am coming or going and it is hard being alone and losing the only true unconditional love companion I had, he is/was a grace that if I did not have him, I’d never had made it through those very tough times with my mom. It took a lot to get him to Ireland from USA, the paperwork was blinding. Now he is moving on, how hard it is to face these painful losses alone, but we are born alone and we go out alone in reality. Thanks again Tyler you really helped me.