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StefanParticipant
Dear anita,
I have been getting better and better lately. I have contacted professional in Belgrade. He gave me advice that i started to use. I am dtill open for any conversations tho. You can ask me just about anything you want to know about me, my country or anything. Thank you for your support.
StefanParticipantHello anita,
i consulted with my mother, i am probably visiting psychiatrist next week. In meantime, i developed pOCD. About my HOCD, there is memory that i ma ashamed of. I feel massive guilt when the memory xomes up. I am scared that i will act up on those memories. Imma just say, i was very curious. My mind was corrupted by a certain person. That made me do things i regret. If i could go back through time, i would not do that. I do not feel like telling what happend here online. Maybe another day. OCD does anything in it’s power to make me feel depressed and useless.
StefanParticipant1. I mean causing me suicidal thoughts and many more symptoms.
2. I am not in my village anymore. I went to.visit my father’s side of dmqily in my home town.
3. As i said, i am not in my village.
4. My aunt is is only person i could trust in my home town. I would tell my mother if i was in village.
StefanParticipantI did not tell my mother. I do not plan to. If ocd gets really out of hand, i will tell her.
StefanParticipantI have some bad news. My aunt can’t arrange meeting without my mother’s permission. However, she gave me a book so i can read when i get unwanted thoughts.
StefanParticipantHello anita,
I am sorry for replying late, i was busy. I did not get to se psychiatrist because of coronavirus. I am aoing on vacation tomorrow. I asked my aunt to arrange meeting with psychiatrist after i return from vacation.
StefanParticipantHello anita,
Today i am feeling a bit better. I will see an psychiatrist as soon as i can.
StefanParticipantI feel like all i want is to die. I tried online therapy. It did not work. It made my OCD even worse. It looks like they all are faking kindness. I must see an psychiatrist as soon as possible. I am scared and i feel like i am not gonna get enough sleep. Reply when you can.
StefanParticipantDear anita,
if there is any way that i could contact you via social media, please tell me. I really need someone to talk to.
StefanParticipantHello anita,
i am slowly falling into depression… I am thinking about comitting suicide. I am ao much affected by OCD i just want to stay in an room and cry. I want this all to end. It hurts. Lately i have been praying to god. All of my paranoias are coming back. I do not feel like myself anymore.
StefanParticipantWell i had plans to move to Germany or Sweeden and finish college there. I may still study in Belgrade despite that all. I will see what future brings and i hope for the best.
StefanParticipantI have bad news. Psychiatrists have been closed off here in Serbia. I will will continue self treatment until i can visit an professional.
- This reply was modified 4 years, 5 months ago by Stefan.
StefanParticipantIt is not because i am fascinated, it is because of my expirience with anxiety and ocd. I wish to help people overcome their condition. Also psychiatrists know a lot about human brain.
- This reply was modified 4 years, 5 months ago by Stefan.
StefanParticipantI do not want to talk about demonstrations as it is political. I am am not 18, i am am younger. I only plan to beat OCD right now. For the future i would like to become psychiatrist. I wanted to become immortal when i was younger. I also maybe plan po join air force. Ask me anything else if you feel like it.
- This reply was modified 4 years, 5 months ago by Stefan.
StefanParticipant- Yes they did.
- I felt trouble breathing and headache.
- It can not be explained by words. It is like every time you breathe you can feel and hear how your lungs struggle to take in air.
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