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  • in reply to: I am getting many unwanted thoughts all of a sudden. #361258
    Stefan
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    I have calmed myself down. I treat ocd like an person. I fought a battle battle inside me and was winning. Ocd made it’s effort to win by returning my paranoias back to me. It succedeed. I must visit professionals. You can ask as any covid questions now.

    in reply to: I am getting many unwanted thoughts all of a sudden. #361252
    Stefan
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    Dear Anita,

    i will ask my aunt to book an appointment with one. When this whole OCD thing is over for me, i can give you more info about covid. I will contact you later when i calm down. Again thank you for all your help and thank you for being my friend.

    in reply to: I am getting many unwanted thoughts all of a sudden. #361245
    Stefan
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    Dear Anita,

    i might as well just tell you about my new obsessions. I am scared that i am sexually attracted to animals. It caused me much distress and panic. I never felt like lanting to do it with an animal. Thought just came randomly to me. I really need help.

    in reply to: I am getting many unwanted thoughts all of a sudden. #361227
    Stefan
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    Hey anita,

    I can’t talk right now, my OCD is kicking in again. I really need help. I think that i shall visit therapist. Many thoughts are rusging through my mind and they are as dark and destructive as they could be. This is even worse than covid. I feel like i can’t fight anymore. It just comes up uandom and scares me to death. I really want this to stop. I ca’t bare with this anymore. I would be thankful if you would like to give me advice.

    in reply to: I am getting many unwanted thoughts all of a sudden. #361208
    Stefan
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    I also want to tell you, i could feel my lungs open. It was painful and they opened as i breathe. It did not feel like normal opening. It felt like mucus blocked the air to get into lungs. As i said it was painful and scary.

    in reply to: I am getting many unwanted thoughts all of a sudden. #361206
    Stefan
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    I never had flu. It was indeed scary but it felt like really worse cold to me. I have known people who died because of it but i got it from my aunt. I was awake ’till 6am. My grandmother was okay because of her healthy lifestile. My grandma had chronic dissease but she made it and is okay now. We all had trouble breathing but we did not not complain. We did not leave house, ofcourse but we could leave to our yard. Well actually, there may have been three ways that we got sick. Firdt one, my uncle from mother’s side just got back from germany, second my aunt(my uncle’s from father’s side) got sick from it too. Third way was that my grand-grandfather recently went to hospital because of stroke. He died at home. Well, if i had to compare it it w cold, it was indeed worse and longer. You had times then you were extemly sick and times where you were not as sick. I don’t know other peoples’ expirience, but that is how it went for me. Contact me if you had more questions.

    in reply to: I am getting many unwanted thoughts all of a sudden. #361204
    Stefan
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    Well… I expirienced mild symptoms and i was home treated. I could not breathe at night because of it and expirienced constant headaches. I wanted to cough it out but i could not. It was hard to fall asleep. I never mntioned, i am fairly young, below 18. I had strong imune system but it still felt like i would die from headaches. Before we were tested for corona, we went to store. My country stated that stores had to turn off off ventila system. My grandma collapsed in atore. We were luckily wearing masks while in store. Covid was painful and i had to go through quarantine. But my grandma felt most pain. She constantly felt like she would collapse. But i now have covid antibodies in me. If you want to learn anything more, i am open for talk as i fall asleep fairly late.

    in reply to: I am getting many unwanted thoughts all of a sudden. #361201
    Stefan
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    Hey Anita,

    it is past midnight here in Serbia. I am also scared for safety of my family that lives closer to demonstrations. I do not live in belgrade, but people are alanning demonstrations here as well. There are plenty of patrols. I may try to meditate but idon’t think about napping. I am never sleepy that much but i will indeed try to maintain healthy mental health. It just feels weird when i go for a walk. People also tries to kidnap my brother. I had coronavirus so that does not scare me much. Thank you for taking your time!

    in reply to: I am getting many unwanted thoughts all of a sudden. #361198
    Stefan
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    Hello Anita,

    many of my old paranoias are coming back. I am am trying to beat them using your advice, but i genuinely feel unsafe of my surrondings. With all this corona stuff and new demonstrations starting in Serbia, i can’t help but feel unsafe. Those paranoias are again causing me distress and fear. I know that they are just thoughts but i felt like i needed to talk with someone. It would be great if you are open to talk right now.

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    in reply to: I am getting many unwanted thoughts all of a sudden. #361197
    Stefan
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    Dear Anita,

    many of my old paranoias are coming back. I am am trying to beat them using your advice, but i genuinely feel unsafe of my surrondings. With all this corona stuff and new demonstrations starting in Serbia, i can’t help but feel unsafe. Those paranoias are again causing me distress and fear. I know that they are just thoughts but imfelt like i needed to talk with someone. It would be great if you are open to talk right now.

    in reply to: I am getting many unwanted thoughts all of a sudden. #361047
    Stefan
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    Dear Anita,

    I would like to inform you that my fears are slowly going away. I reunited with my male friends today and had h great time, all thanks to you. I am am really thankful that you decided to help me! That is all i had to say. Thank you and sorry for wasting your time!

    in reply to: I am getting many unwanted thoughts all of a sudden. #360978
    Stefan
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    Dear anita

    Yes while i was researching i came to a post that said the same that you just did. I think that it will take me some time to understand it clearly but i get what you are saying. Thank you so much for your help anita. You helped many overcome their problems! You are an great person. Again, thank you for being there for most of us here! I will post again if i come up with similar issue.

    in reply to: Suddenly questioning my sexuality..? #360967
    Stefan
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    Dear anita

    I am sorry for not being clear enough. As i said my english is poor. I more show show symptoms of HOCD than anxiety. Slowly this whole thing is stopping with me as i did research on how to handle OCD. It is making less and less impact on my daily routine. I did things that made me happy and eventually started forgeting about it. But it still comes up randomly and causes distress and anxiety. I think that i might just have been very paranoid. Still thank you for caring cuz this could have turned out really bad. I will post post  if i come to similar issue. Thank you for helping and sorry for taking your time!

    in reply to: Suddenly questioning my sexuality..? #360849
    Stefan
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    Hello!

    I am going through something similar. I started getting these thoughts all of the sudden. I still feel same about women. I really want to have future with woman and have childern one day. I sometimes wake up in fear because of this. I can’t function normally. I get stressed too much because of this that i started to ignore my male friends. Idea of dating males just doesn’t sit well with me. I am sed to see a psychiatrist out of fear that i will be diagnosed as gay. I fear that this might be HOCD but as i said i am scared of diagnosis. These thoughts came to me when i came back to my home town. I am visiting my aunt and uncle right now. My aunt helped me through this and at one moment i even questioned that i might be in love with her. Point is, my brain is acting weird lately. It causes me panic attacks, fear and sadness. If anyone might have an advice it could really help me. I am not acting as myself anymore… All i feel is fear and sadness lately. Thank you for reading and sorry for my bad english, it is not my native language. Again thank you in advance.

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