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November 12, 2020 at 1:17 pm #369198TexParticipant
Anita everything you have said makes sense. And I will look into the book. Thank you for taking the time to help me sort through this very painful situation.November 11, 2020 at 5:00 pm #369092TexParticipant
Thank you Anita and NYCArtist. I appreciate both of you. And I agree wholeheartedly with all you have said. I have made it my mission in life to always see the positive in all situations and that’s why this situation has really gotten to me. I have lost my faith as a result. I don’t ask for recognition or want anything in return for what I do. The little guys I help cannot repay me. They were never meant to. I take care of cats that are abandoned, born wild, etc.. I have seen so much suffering and don’t understand why innocent lives suffer. I do my best but no amount of time, efforts or money fixes it. I am burned out and heartbroken. My husband is tired of spending money on something that doesn’t pay back. I understand that. I work and all my money goes to their food, meds, etc. We fight about them. It isn’t fair to my husband. I don’t mind giving up things if it eases suffering but he doesn’t see it that way. He isn’t wrong, just differing opinions. I have many cats that I will have to have put down because they have no where to go. I am too burned out and tired of fighting with my husband about wasting money. My heart is broken. Mostly because I have given up on them. I have to live with knowing I gave up. I was never the person who looked upon a situation and would say “isn’t that just awful ” and walk away thinking that such acknowledgement was a form of help. I have always done what I could where I was with what I had. It made me happy. I am now so lost. I am desperately trying to find the good in this situation.