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Well, long story short. Move on. Keep your mind busy with other things. Here is the info.
-He is a narcissist Psycho.
-She wont believe what you tell her
-He will move onto this girl or another sometime soon
-He will continue down a path that is self destructive until he crashes+Your not Psycho
+You got out of the relationship that could have ended very different with him harming you or worse.
+You will move onto a healthy relationship
+At the end of the day your in a much better place than by his sideLeave your thoughts behind, focus your mind on something else until time passes. He will move on from girl to girl destroying them and himself in the process. Be glad you made it out of there before you got stuck or worse.
PathOfPeaceParticipantHow long has he been on the force? I worked with police for several years and learned a lot. Because of the job, you pretty much have to shut off your emotions. BUT because of this, when you return home you cant turn them back on again….its a bad way for sure. They see so much terrible things that if you kept your emotions going on the job you would break.
Now, on the other hand….if he was always like this before even being a police officer then you might want to really think this one over. Someone with that kind of….lack of may kill your side of Good emotions over time.
“When a rotted apple is put in a basket with a dozen healthy apples the rotten apple doesnt become healthy. It rots the other apples”-Unknown
PathOfPeaceParticipantGoodluck. I know your pain. It might not be the “Best way” to deal with it but when Im in a…place/time where I cant escape from it. I just pretend that Im in prison for that time and use it to remind me to never do anything bad enough in life to be sentenced to real prison. If you find a better way let me know 😉 I have yet to find it.
PathOfPeaceParticipantThank you for your feedback Anita.
PathOfPeaceParticipantThanks Anita,
The trouble with Counseling is she doesnt use the “Tools” we are taught. Its almost like she goes just to see if someone will tell me Im wrong. Because we learn great tools! But Im the only one trying to use them. Go figure. We didnt learn about EAR, but I feel even if we did It wouldnt matter because she doesnt apply the new knowledge.
Both sides are to the point of no one wanting to work at it anymore but she wont leave me and Im not sure when I should walk away.
May 16, 2015 at 8:23 am in reply to: Struggling for years and things just seem to get worse all the time #76867PathOfPeaceParticipantVery well spoken Jesuanreis!
The only thing I can add is do something each day that is Stress free! Because sitting with stress like that on your head 24/7 will kill you by time your 45. Doesnt have to be some kind of big deal stress free event but just something that breaks the cycle of the 24/7 hating your situations and feeling weak. Take up weight lifting, build your mind strong. Take up boxing, hitting the bag to get anger going in a positive constructive way.
“When things look bad, like they’re not gonna go your way….that’s when you get mean. I’m talkin’ plumb maddog mean. because if you lose your head and give up you neither win nor live. that’s just the way it is.”-Josey Wales
Sometimes to get out of the hole you gotta get angry but not to hurt anyone. Use the anger to win back your life. This isnt the life for me and Im gonna take a stand.
PathOfPeaceParticipantWayfinder, either your posts arent worded right or something is…..off. ” I’d go out for runs and I know he watches over me and hides somewhere. There would be clues because my ordinary runs become all of a sudden different. Like people wearing statement shirts” What?!
Have you ever met this person or only know them through fb or online?
- This reply was modified 9 years, 7 months ago by PathOfPeace.
PathOfPeaceParticipantWell, im always around to talk on the weekends if your interested hit me up.
PathOfPeaceParticipantJerris,
Dont worry about the age thing. Im 30 and havent really figured out “My path or road” I need to take either. Some people dont find it out until much much later! Its all good, this is just life. We got one go around at it and you have to enjoy the ride. We could die tomorrow and all the stress was for nothing. Chin up, stay strong and take time to figure out what calls to you. Otherwise you will jump for something and it might take you down the wrong road. Like I have done so many times.
PathOfPeaceParticipantHello Everyone, thanks for the replies! Some very interesting feedback for sure.
Jesuanreis, Thanks for the slice of information. Very very interesting stuff, made me look at thinks differently. And your right, the “being consumed by unanswerable questions” was making me unhappy! I will take your advice.
PathOfPeaceParticipantThanks everyone for the feedback! Its something I try to tackle a few times a month so Its work in progress. I will figure out something that works.
PathOfPeaceParticipantA Topic I can relate to. I myself have asked the question when I started to become more peaceful and stop the rage. Here is what I have learned. Heavy Metal CAN increase your anger towards….well….anything because it gets you in a state of Power? Meaning when Im driving and someone cuts me off and Im listening to heavy metal telling me to take no Sh*t from people. Next thing I know Im wanting to run them off the road, give the finger, curse them. Whatever, same goes for interactions with people. Now, replay the same story only now listening to….Elvis we will say. I just let it go and laugh, go about my day enjoying it.
BUT do I think you should stop listening to it all together? Of course not! This is what I do. Lifting weights? Listen to Metal. Boxing/sports? Listen to Metal. Going to a concert? Listen to Metal. Hanging out with your wife for a dinner date? DONT listen to metal. Driving? DONT listen to metal. Trying to relax/sleep? DONT listen to metal.
You get the idea, you have to make it work for you. When I get down in the dumps, metal protects me and makes me rise again. As for the lyrics, stop listening to them. Listen to Rammstein or Sepultura so you just get the sound without knowing the dark lyrics or angry lyrics. Or find bands with a positive Metal influence. They are out there.
PathOfPeaceParticipantDenise,
Thats what I was thinking a couple years ago. Now its starting to affect me. I also looked forward to escaping the negative kickback from working with people but now Im starting to wish I had some people to talk to every now and then. As the classic says “Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it”.
PathOfPeaceParticipantJerris,
I admire your determination to teach abroad. If I had the guts myself I would love to teach abroad, its a much harder road than what most choose to do. Just shut these other people up by proving them wrong. The world is full of people who want to keep you down because they themselves are down. If you become your dreams, that means they have to face the fact they didnt and its possible.
Much Respect.
PathOfPeaceParticipantLike anything in life Denise, you take small steps to start. You run into someone you start with “Its a beautiful sunny day out isnt it?” or “Man, this rain sucks today huh?” Then the other person will hopefully fire back some kind of reply. Then maybe next time set your goal with same person to say “Hows your day going” Or if you meet someone new “Did you hear the news the other day about ___” Or keep your eyes open to what they are wearing. “I like your tattoos, gonna get more?” Or “Your looking in shape, you hitting the gym around here”.
The Goal is to think about new and interesting things to talk about. Over time it will get easy and you will be able to find out what works and what doesnt. “When picking up the heavy sword at first it seems difficult, but everything does at first”-Book of Five Rings.
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