I think it was Alan Watts who said something about meditating in order to achieve some goal in the future is not really meditating, as you arent actually focused on the present moment.
However it may lead to you realising that you are already living your dream lifestyle, and that would be really something wouldn’t it?
This is almost my exact situation right now. It’s really difficult to work out, especially when you really do love them. I hope you find an answer soon.
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