Hello Tannhauser. I can discern what is troubling you. It is evil spirits. Tannhauser God did not thrust these tormenting spirits upon you. In all fairness, you opened the door and allowed them entry through hating Him and practicing Kundalini. However there is one person under heaven who has all power and authority, and that is Jesus Christ. Admit your hardness of heart and surrender to Him Tannhauser, He came to set the prisoner free and He will free you too. Either immediately or a little more each day, as you submit to His Word. A book that may interest you is The Day That Satan Called. Praying for you!!