I’m in the same boat as you. My dad is a 3rd generation pastor and Christianity is the only thing that’s keeping my mom sane due to difficulties she’s experienced in her life both emotionally and physically. I grew up in churches but now, at 30 years old, I don’t really consider myself a Christian. I will probably never tell my mom this though because I know that it will break her. I end up lying to her when she asks me about church and whether or not I pray for my boyfriend’s salvation. But I’m ok with lying to her because it keeps her happy.