That Question makes me angry? Why? What are wrongs?

I was molested by an older brother pre-puberty, My first steady boyfriend punched me in the stomach at least 2 times I remember. My husband who I have lived with from the first date for 27 years, 19 of those married, has been arrested 7 years ago for soliciting a prostitute and has confessed a total of 3 times. Now after 7 years has given up on me and our family at a time of need. And that is what I am angry about. By the way, have raised 3 children, always worked part-time. I thought we had a plan together through sickness and health. I feel defeated and conquered. Now I am going to conquer this here and now. I just need more wisdom.