Morten, I can say that I kinda am in your situation. My best friend (this girl that I have a thing for and she has a thing for me) is still in contact with her ex! I will tell you this. If she is “close” to this ex boy friend of hers that nomatter what, is that they still have that romantic connection. When you guys have an argument or a fight or anything, he will be there to “fix her up” just trust me on this. If you feel that your gonna get your but your hiding it because your have faith please follow your gut. And not to lie I’m being a hypocrite right now because I still have faith but I know I’m going to get hurt. Do not make the same mistakes that I made.

BUT
If you know that this is your girl, this life is meant to take risk, So take the risk. But know that I was not your age not too long ago. I learned and am not that naive. You have the whole life ahead of your, your going to meet new people, and I cant tell you girls are the least of your problem. But who am I to say when i was your age I was the same as you! Now you take care Morten and If you decide to go with it Make sure your practice safe sex ;p Good Luck