Saying that to myself makes me feel a sense of calm. I’m sitting at work right now trying to quietly cry…
I think I just needed someone to tell me it was okay to forgive myself and you’re right – all I’m doing is hurting myself. If he’s forgiven me, why can’t I forgive me?
It’s going to take some serious work… I’ve spent a year hating myself and everyone around me.
I don’t want to hurt myself anymore. I want to smile genuinely again and the road looks long.
Thank you Helen
I feel like a child, everything is so new to me – I have no idea what I’m doing. And you’re right, I’ve never been alone – aside from deployments with my ex husband. I think your last statement is probably the best thing for me. I should give myself time to heal from it all. I just don’t know where to begin, I dont want to hurt anyone else.
Thank you again. I really wasn’t expecting anyone to have kind words for me.
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