anita, i know i haven’t been around lately but how are you? how are things going lately?

a few things that i’d like to talk about are: feelings, intuition (once again) and balance.

do you think that our thoughts can carry us away too far? do you think that our thoughts can actually set us off our tracks? like say i was looking at a worm on a tree, just watching him. me being so worried for him, i’m thinking that maybe he’d fall off somehow and i need to be his protection. but maybe in fact the worm is safe already on his own without my help and close attention. i don’t really know where i’m going with that one, hopefully that’s something you might understand. i think intuition and balance will go into that though.

i also want to let you know that two weeks ago i went back to the kindergarten class and i loved it. i love kids so much. i’m not much worried about my future in the occupation area so much as i was before. only the fear of how tough it is to get a job in general, but as far as having a job in mind and it staying there, that’s good with me.

i feel as though i’m closing off lately and hopefully that’s not the case, but all in all i think i’m just under a lot of stress that’s probably all caused by me myself.