Hi adyonfire,
Sorry that you had to go through all this .
Is it possible for you to take up a job and study parallely?
You will meet new people, interact with clients, get busy with your work which will keep you engaged. You might find good friends at your workplace. Even if you don’t make friends,work may help you not to dwell so much on this situation. You can slowly work on getting back the focus you need for studies. Just a thought. Good luck.