Dear adyonfire4:

I am trying to understand how you think, what you think- that will give me an understanding of why you feel the way you do, what motivates you. If I understand these things then maybe I can help you. I want to help you because you asked for help. This is my motivation: to help you, and this is why I am asking you questions. It is up to you to answer them, or not.

So here is my question, relating to what you wrote in your latest post: if god is responsible for the situation you are in now, the situation that brings you such misery, does that mean that god wants you miserable?

And if god is responsible for your present misery, because he doesn’t approve of you/ doesn’t like you, how can you make god like you?

anita