Hey Zeroxmxi,
Do you believe your thoughts? Are they real? Catch one, and put it on the computer table next to you. Prove to yourself that your thoughts are real and tangible. See it and pick it up. Bounce it off the wall and catch it again.. Your truth as you describe, are just thoughts….
The only thing you have here is choice. If you choose to see your real truth, and it takes a determined discipline to choose this consistently, you will see you are invested in your thoughts. It suits you at present. Accept this, its ok….
If however your heart and very essence are determined to change this, and see through the falseness of your existence right now, then you will choose differently.
Your mind can not comprehend the next step, so don’t invest in the mind.
Your heart can speak your truth – via feelings. Yes you may need to peer into your darkness, and feel it, sit with it, allow it to be……….. and then allow it to go on its way.
Emotion is energy in motion – it needs to move, it needs to be free, it needs to reconnect to the flow of life. your mind is stopping this process.
Stick with this statement. I am!
No more, no added anything. You just are!
Allow the feelings to move, and become open again to the flow of life.
Start here – start now.
Best
Evan
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