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i agree with you anita because i understand more of the biological sciences more than the physical sciences. andrew is more into the physical sciences. i read in my ap biology book that there is a difference between science and technology, science seeks to discover and explore new things while technology is more physical and seeks to create inventions, yet science and technology can come together in forms of engineering. also the coolest thing is that no matter what language emotions are in (learned this from psychology), people can tell anger and fear more easily than surprise and happiness. i like dave because he doesn’t mind the person you are and he always makes you realize your best talents. sometimes when i feel insecure or annoyed b/c my mind isn’t as technical as andrew’s, dave’s laidback humor helps me realize my true self. i love my friends for the talents they help me bring out. i admire dave’s openness, compassion and loyalty for his friends. he is great at giving advice. while i was feeling a bit sad last night b/c i missed andrew, dave and steve (my lunch buddy), i had the best dream. i felt myself floating on a cloud with a rainbow over me and i was feeling a bit restless wondering if life was passing me by when i heard a voice from above saying “Don’t think, just be. Don’t think of the things you think you are or think you’re not, just be the person underneath all the thoughts.” i was a bit confused and i looked up, wondering where the voice was coming from, but all i saw was a bright sunlight. anyway that sunlight opened up like a vortex and it swallowed me. i remembered crying out “i’m afraid, i don’t think i can go alone.” then i saw a hand reach out to me and i took it and it pulled me up upon the stars, the hand turned out to be the buddha’s. the buddha told me “don’t be afraid, you don’t walk alone. you carry the souls of those who came into your life with you. you are a star and the people you meet are part of you and part of the universe. we are all stars within the universe each in our cycle of life waiting for the explosion of creativity.” i was still a bit restless and the buddha took my hand and said “come, i will lead you on a journey.” i saw my life flash before my eyes and the buddha said “you are breaking apart the illusions, letting go of all that hinders you and being immersed in your true essence. you make the choice, don’t pay a mind to what others are doing, instead focus on the star that you are.” when i told the buddha that i wasn’t sure if i would ever be able to be as good as dave or andrew, the buddha took my hand and enveloped me in a warm embrace of light and love, i felt myself being lifted and cleansed with the purest vibration of love and i realized that i was whole. i realized that everything happens for a reason and the people who come into you life teach me many valuable lessons and change who you are. i feel as if i have become a better person from all the people i have met.
science rocks!
http://phys.org/news/2016-06-gravitational-detector-dark.html